Beautiful...

My mind in its state of unconsciousness revolves
and reverts like a scratched CD, trapped in a reverie.

In it's state of  consciousness, it clouds my thinking
with visions of a girl possessing features so pleasing to the eye.

To the world she is known as ....... but to me she is sheer natural beauty,
the type of girl any woman would envy.

She has soft brown eyes with passionate exotic pupils that seem to
capture any heart upon which her gaze belays.

Her smile bordered by the candy coated curves of her lips,
the sensuous curvature of her body, the fragrant smell of her skin.
There's no doubt she is the prettiest thing I have ever seen.

...And when she calls my name with her sweet voice, I pretend as though
I never heard, so she can say it over and over again.

She is the true definition of beauty and to find love, I wouldn't look any further....

Tragic Bullshit....

Wrote this poem in 2006, First piece I wrote that thought wasn't completely shit...


It's only dissappointment I feel.
A fcuked up sense of relisation,

That turns my heart into a bulk of steel,
Though only for a moment.

I am incapable of hating you.
I hate myself for it!

Truth  is when I think of you, I am filled with a sense of tranquility.
Scenes of serenity in my head.
The exact opposite of the anarchy I felt before.

I told you I loved you, though only in my head.
Somehow I wish you could've known to say it back,
and raise me from the dead.

Life's not fair, I know that much.
But I never really lived so I guess I'll be ok...

I wish I could have told you.
That you're a realisation of a dream.

You're gone now, and you'll never know just what those words mean.

Now ain't that some tragic bullshit?
Yup, the worst I've ever seen.

The first thing of beauty that actually made me cry..

I have always said that my my little sister and my mother are to thank for every ounce of good in me...
This is no lie! 

Here is a poem she wrote for me before I left South Africa to work abroad...

I will not cry as the current takes you from me

The ocean whispers sweet promises to me

As I watch the back and forth movements of the water

I am assured you will find your way back to me

And once again my heart will find peace



My sun will be your sun

In the day it watches over me for you

In my night it returns back to you, my sweet

While it’s with you, please know I am safe

For the moon has come to take its place



My heart and yours have merged as one

No way to tell which parts are yours, and which are mine

Yet at this moment we’re far apart

The distance has done nothing to harm

The special place you have in me

I’ll listen to the oceans promise

And once again my heart will find peace

- from a little sister to her big brother

I love you Loo! 

The Koolest Kid I know ;)